Tuesday Troubles

Stolen (with permission!) from Jen at Ramblings of a Suburban Mom!

  

- I had big plans for yesterday and didn't follow through with any of them because N was gone more than half the day dropping off Camaro parts at his grandpa's house over an hour and a half away. By the time he got home (he also blew a hose on his car on the way home) he was tried, I didn't feel good, and R was grumpy. Weekends need an extra day because the only time stuff gets done is when N is home- and there's just not enough time in 2 days for him to do it all. Poor N.

- N's tax guy hasn't e-mailed him back in a week which is really making me mad because I want to get our taxes filed so we can get our refund! I want to know if it's feasible to do our kitchen cabinets this year and if it is then we have to get on that ASAP because IKEA is having a cabinet sale RIGHT NOW and even though the sale doesn't end for a month that still feels like no time to me.

- Or instead of getting a tax return we could sell one of the godforsaken Jeeps that were supposed to be easy fix and flips. The Commander has actually been a blessing as my car is broken and I can use it in the meantime, but the Wrangler has done nothing but completely piss me off. Not only are we likely going to lose money on it, but N has wasted countless hours working on it. We are NEVER, EVER, EVER buying someones car again in order to help them out. I don't care how mean N thinks I am for being pissed off about all of this, but this has been a disaster and I am ANGRY.

- I just got the phone call reminder that my surgery consult is next week and I'm really nervous about it. On one hand I desperately want the surgery in the hopes it will help me because I absolutely cannot live this miserably anymore. On the other hand I'm really nervous at how much it's going to cost, and the thought of years and years of payments on it makes me want to throw up (although maybe the surgery would help that feeling, haha.) It would also greatly affect our ability to qualify for a new house.

- R has been tearing down the birch tree decals in her bedroom and then stuffing them into her fishtank. WTF? Not only am I bummed because I loved those decals, but to shove them in her fish tank too?! I'm not sure what we're going to do when we get her big girl furniture and re-paint.

- I haven't really eaten anything in three days and I am struggling. The cycle is: annoying hunger - painful hunger - nauseous hunger - hunger so bad I don't even feel it anymore - feeling like I have no strength left in my body - eating - SEVERE nausea - burping up the taste of my food for the next six hours - slowing getting hungry again - repeat. Obviously this is severely unhealthy (don't worry though, I haven't lost a pound) and that's why I'm anxious to see my doctor next week. I am OVER this!